U might be surprised to see me again today...Actually, I need a favour from you all...I need ur suggestion...they are valuable for me...I am absolutely in a bad mood..or rather a sad mood...I am smiling and laughing, but its hurting me inside...So...I need ur help...
So, the thing is...the person who I am talking about is the same person who was mentioned in my second post in this blog...In the post titled "Years Back"...The person to whom I spoke about the day 10years back is the same person I am talking about here... Lets name him 'X' for the moment...
So almost after 5-6 years, I met him again in 2007...that was when he got married...We washed off all the indifferences we had in our minds, or rather in my mind and we met...Or to say, he and his newly wed wife came to see me and my newly born son...He gifted him with a Gold Chain...I was seeing him after years...there was a bit of embarassment (atleast inside me) [of the past] in between us...Still we behaved normal and from that day, we became friends again...We spoke to each other occassionaly and shared fun and good things of life...Along with it, we also spoke about what went wrong between us years back and cleared all our misunderstandings, anger and frustrations...We became like any normal, good friends...
His wife and I too became good friends...Even if in the same city, we never met due to our mechanical life in this country...So after 2007, I have never met them also...Still, there was a good rapport between me and him & his wife...Soon, his wife became pregnant...I gave her full support and advices through phone...We spoke very often discussing her concerns and fears...I helped her in what ever way I could...through my words...Soon she left for her native place for her delivery....and last November they were blessed with a Baby Boy...I told him, that I will surely visit them once he brings his wife and baby here...
He too joined his wife during delivery and soon came back, so that he could save his vacation for the baby's baptism...In March, he went back to see his baby who was 4 months now for the main purpose of having his Baptism done and also maybe bring his wife and baby back with him...I couldn't call them in India as I had lost their telephone number in India when my mobile broke down...
Yesterday being Easter, I wanted to wish them...but couldn't...In between, I send an Easter Greetings to all my X'ian friends which also included a common friend of ours...rather; she was his friend and I met her through him...Now, today I got a reply from her for my Easter wishes...
Hi da,
Thnx for the wishes. How r you? Hpe u n ur family are doin gud. Are you aware of X's loss. His baby died a week before, had fever and was admitted has diagnosed as meningitis. X's India phone number is +9196xxxxxxx. Nothing more do keep in touch.
Love L
I am shocked...I am upset...I am sad....I really don't know what to do...I cannot imagine how could they take this in...If it was me, I would never be able to overcome this pain...How will they be...
I dialled his number...the ring went through, but after 4-5 rings I disconnected the call...As I didn't know, what should I be saying...What wil I say...I want to talk to them and console them...I know thats what a friend should be doing now...But, when I cannot console myself, then how can I console them...Having the baby with them for 4 months and then loosing him...It is unbearable...I really wish God give both of them the courage and strength to face this mishap...
I really wish, if I could hug the mother and console her...But I can't do anything...My dear friends, U tell me...
"What can I do...???"
