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Thursday, May 26, 2011

Reflection with a Makeover...

Voila…Long time, right?…what to do…not just the urge to post something will let me do that na…Should have the right mood too …and as its much known to all of u…I am a Sentimental Idiot na…somehow, the month of May has been tough on me…or was it me who was tough…better to phrase it so…"I am tough…to be normal…" What to do, afterall, things happening around also never gave any positive feel to rejuvenate my mood…So naturally, I was just being gloomy and irritative to people around me…and my health…Even my health was not happy with me, I suppose…So just decided to give up on me, I suppose…The ongoing back pain, grew from worse to worser…A fever caught me unguarded and I was pinned down to the bed and even to the hospital bed…uhmmm…No complaints…This month too will pass by…

Hey guys, just some time back…I happened to make a comment on Ro’s blog…regarding Sending Friend’s invite to people in the FB…somehow, I voted against her opinion on the same… My view point was, People can send Invites…and it depended on us, if we wanna accept it or not…(her view was just an outpour of frustration some Stalker Friend was giving her with unwanted Invites…lol!!!)…So, myself, even if not a regular in the Facebook, does accept invites…ONLY once I am convinced that I knew that person…Especially, if the invites were from Men, I made sure that I knew them or not…usually, a one line mail would follow from me to him….DO WE KNOW EACH OTHER?...the response mail could reveal, if actually he/she knew me…

Few days, back…I got one such invite…from someone…who I had NO idea who he was…finding a lot of Mutual friends from my School friends, I had a vague feeling, maybe he might be one of the old classmate… Ours was a Girls’ only school and boys were allowed only till 04th Standard… And stupidly, my brain’s Hard Disk had NO prominent Memory of any Boy’s Face…just I remember one boy, which was majorly bcoz, we used to meet even after he left the school at different Competitions or Cultural Fests…and he later grew to popularity with his talent…Gosh, I am talking too much naaa…Let me get back to topic…

So when I saw this Friend’s Invite from a “Guy Unknown”…my first reflex was to send him a message … “DO WE KNOW EACH OTHER”…after the SEND button was clicked, I noticed I had a message from him… “were we classmates in XXXX? ur face looks familiar...” … Ok…so we might have been classmates yearssssssss back…Now, you all can guess…I had NO idea…and with my reply, he said, that if I knew the other guy, then surely we have met each other…Bcoz, he was always with that guy at Cultural Fests…Thoughts flashed by thru my mind… “Uhmmmmmmmmmmm….So he was a rival….and surely one among those Boys who never left chances to show their Superiority at Cultural Fests…”…Frankly, many a times I hated those boys…Not one or two, but I have had quite some bitter experiences during many such Fests…Lol, I didn’t say any of this to him…

And thus, I started conversing with him thru mails…Surprise, Surprise…we spoke as if we were friends for years…Not even once we addressed each other with our names…we were… “Hey, U, Yaar, Idiot, Fool, Stupid, Monkey…” and what not…It was after these mails, that we added each other as friends in FB…and then I saw his photo…Aha….I remember him…He is the Silver Eyed Boy…who could sing too…I also had a vague feeling…that This boy and I was not big friends…rather, we might have even had some bad vibes during school days…lol!!! Don’t know, why I felt so…but I was somewhat sure…We were not friends before…

But, hey…Now we are…The way we fought thru mails or chats…we behaved as if we have been friends for years…The first day, we emailed each other, I wasn’t in best of moods…but then, fighting with him..I felt as if I was back to school days…He was telling many a times, that School days were fun…I was Not sure…I dint deny..nor agree…bcoz I was not sure…As I had not much memory na…lol!!! I was stupid, indeed...

Before long, I knew, what was the connection we had…and why we fought always…Bcoz, he was almost same like me…the stupid phrases that I always used, he was saying them to me…like saying DANKS for Thanks and so on…we fought for tht too…arguing tht he was copying my style…No, he wasn’t…that was his style too…we both thought the same way…and somewhere during those chats, I realised…he too was like me…He Smiled when tears were welling in his heart…I could feel it from the way he spoke…bcoz that wud have been the exact way I wud have spoken…While I was assessing him from my side, I forgot, he too could be assessing me…maybe what I noticed, he too could have noticed…the resemblance in our behaviour, nature and even the non stop talkative style….

Anyways…now we are having those school day fun…in our own style…like small children…rekindling the school days…when we get serious, we Change Topics…as we wanna be happy and Kids…and not Adults with lots of Kushi and Ghams…and we talk – Tit for Tat…and once he even jokingly said… “We are fighting..and God knows who will win at the end…” and the over confident me seriously replied…”Naturally Me…”..

"Hey friend, Danks buddy, for adding me as a friend…I am sure, we have some good share of Jokes and Fun to share…and an equally fair share of Sorrows and Horrors…Don’t worry…both of us know, we r strong…and we can fight it out…in our style..the Kiddy style…After all…You are a Male version of Myself…heheh!!! Now, dont kick me for this...But this is what I felt...U are something like a Mirror Reflection…

My Reflection with a Makeover…