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Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Just for You...

Hey guys, guess what…today, I walked out of my house with a very very bad frowning face…Reasons are many…I was feeling sick from yesterday…sort of feverish…I had to sacrifice the Celebrity-Choreographer dance reality show, just due my illness…and had to get stuck with my blanket and bed from yesterday eve…

To add to the sick feeling, my son woke up with a cranky mood and I ended up shouting early morning to stop him being fussy…When he see me raise voice, he stops…uhmm..a bad way to raise kids, I know..but then I was not in good mood myself..right??? Anyways, my son was the most sweetest after that..he happily got dressed and got into his bus…but while I was walking back to my car, I realized…my head was spinning…Migraine…grrr…I didn’t wanted to fall sick right at the start of the year…so I drove bravely to work…

Oh, by the by, let me tell u about the climate today…Beautiful…a bad day to have a headache..I should say…It is 10am here now in this desert..and would u believe we can see nothing called Sun here still..it looks like a 0600pm in the eve…the sky is clear, but no Sun…wow, wish it was like this another day…as I am in no mood to enjoy the weather…I was the first to reach office..as usual atleast 15 mts before office time…It was dark inside the office…on this 51st floor of my Tower…The bulbs gave the office a calm and soothing feel…I would have loved this..but my head was breaking…

But then…a surprise…a sweet surprise…and now, even if my head is breaking, I have a bright Halo around it…and I feel happy and shy…my bad mood is gone…Now I am able to enjoy the climate too…know why…

Thanks to a new found bloggy friend…She is ‘Red’…Oops..Rohini…Sorry dear, but your name means that…it has another meaning too..but maybe u would kick my ____ if I publish that here…lol!!! So what did she do to make me embarrassed…Nothing special…She just praised meeeeeeeee….Coooool naaaa!!!

Ok, now what happened is…Yesterday, work was too dull..having nothing to do…I was going thru Dost’s past posts…I have read almost 80% I suppose…and then I started going through blogs he had gone thru…and I saw this one name...
“Train of Thought…” …uhmm... sounds interesting…So I clicked it open…and what did I see there…MEEEEEEEEE….yes, friends…I saw another Me in there…

Trust me, Rohini, what ever you said as comments, that is exactly what I felt while reading your posts…and like you…even I went through your first posts…2009 June and July…and for each post, I wanted to let you know, how close your thoughts were to mine…Ofcourse, there are big dissimilarities too…but then, there were many obvious similarities…lol…and thus I knew, I was going to go thru all ur posts in the coming days…and that is why I came over to your page today again and saw a post on MEEEEEE….I was overwhelmed…

Dost (Rohini’s Partha Sir), unknowingly you got me one more friend…Rohini, you know, Dost has introduced me to many of his blog friends…and this time, he did it without even knowing it…lol!!! Rohini, I call him Dost, where I give him respect for his age but feeling of a friend…a Sir might bring a distance in my relation to him…So he is my ‘Dost’…And as you have read in many pages of my blog, I prefer staying within my space of anonymity…atleast, I don’t want to end up standing in front of smbdy abt whom I might have blogged…good or bad…Bcoz, as I said…neither my parent / hubby nor my colleagues / friends know that I blog…Any reader that reads this blog comes just like that…Either they came seeing my comment (like u) or maybe just like that…(only they would know how…)..hahaha!!!

Now, Dost wanted to know my name…but only if I was comfortable…I wasn’t then, those days…So he named me Anamika = Nameless…I loved that name…Today, Dost knows me and who I am…but still, he calls me Anamika as now he too realizes “WHAT IS THERE IN A NAME..”…right, Dost???

You also reminded me of Roshni, a Junior at my school...She was a huge of mine..Why she had a crush on me, maybe only she knows...But then, one day when her English Teacher (mine too) asked her to take some book to me, she refused...It was then, her classmates revealed to the Teacher that Roshni had a huge crush on me and that she was also scared of me...lol!!! She was cherishing this crush for me for almost 4-5 years...The teacher didnt waste much time letting me know this and I went over to her class to see this girl...Lol..she was one year junior to me...and u should have seen her, when she saw me approaching her class...She was almost running away while her classmates pulled her and brought her to me...

The scene was smthing like...I was Gabbar Singh and she the Basanthi...hahaha!!! For quite some years after me leaving the school, she used to keep in touch through letters (posts..no emails then na..) and then at one point I lost contact with her...I doesnt know where is she today...but still search for her in different Networking sites..maybe some day I will find her...uhmm...

Ok...now I went nostalgic and sentimental...grrr...Just that your name and ur Post Title "Blog Crush" reminded me of her...Anyways, Rohini, I think I have answered your queries…right??? You can call me anything…J or Anamika…or Jzt…U can even call me Black, Blue or Green bcoz I called u Red…hehee!!! But then, all I wanna tell you is...

Thanks for what u did for me today…
Thanks for making me forget my headache
Thanks for the beautiful post…
Thanks for making my day…


After all, today, you have made my cheeks glow Reddddddddddd….So this post is all for you...

Just for you...

7 comments:

Makk said...

Blogs.. :)

I just smiled becoz I dont hve uch words..abotu my own journey and friends I have found here in this world.

Liked you.Will dig in your archives shortly.

Makk

Rohini Prasanth said...

J, I do not really like the 'red' meaning of my name. Its just not me. Would you mind if I asked you to stick to Ro(that's what close friends call me) or Rohini?

And thank you sooooooo much for saying 'train of thought' sounds interesting :) its been a while since somebody said that.

well thank god for dissimilarities right? I mean, you wouldn't want to talk to yourself all the while. This would keep it interesting I hope :) All the more topics to discuss.

Reg: Dost. You share a wonderful rapport with him, and he is one of your close friends I surmise. However, my interactions with him have been few..and I feel appropriate behind the sir. :)

hey.. I have no intentions of forcing you to let go your anonymity. It is your choice. my question about 'anamika' was absolutely innocent as I pointed it out even then. But, thanks for explaining. All I wanted to know was what to call you. Thats all.

I am sure roshni will turn up on some netwroking site. she sure seems like someone who wouldn't forget you :)

ok I stop now at the risk of competing with the length of your post. see ya around my new friend.

Rohini Prasanth said...

oh oh. I did not want to squeeze my thank you in between words and i fully overlooked it in the end.

Thank you for this post 'just for me' :) It means a lot to me, and nobody's ever done that before. so its all the more special.

HaRy!! said...

well mate... wud thank Rohini for posting a link abt yu.... considering only humor stuff which i write... wud lv to read more of yur blogs.... :)!! cyu around

Rhapsody B. said...

Namaste....
Delightful day rendition of events.

Just browsing bloggersville and decided to leave word that I was here.

Have a blessed day.
Peace.

KimChi 35 said...

Hi Jzt4me my name is Kim and I just started a blog myself, Ive never had a blog or really even read one before, I just got home from work late last night and the idea popped into my head and I saw how easy and FREE it was so I started a blog!! My blog is about life and living and mostly just me. This morning I started looking for other blogs about the same thing, and I came across yours. I just read your latest post and thought it was wonderful! How sweet it was of you to reach out to a total stranger like that!! Im sure you really helped that girl and thats a really special thing. I was struck by your openness to reading other blogs like yours, so I would like to invite you to read mine. It sounds like we are writing about the same type of thing so maybe you will find it interesting. I'm really excited about this new passtime I've found and would love to check out as many other blogs like mine as I can find. If you have any suggestions please let me know. Thanks! my blog is http://kimgangeloff.blogspot.com

Bikramjit said...

God bless you... if what i would like to say .. be happy and smiling like his always

and may god bless everyone with friends like that..

Bikram's