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Monday, January 11, 2010

You Deserve a Hug...


I knew this world was not that beautiful as it looked…even the most beautiful house did have some dark stories to tell…even the most beautiful relation had their own dark moments…even the most beautiful girl had her own sorrows…but still, I always used to ask God, why ME???... for the problems that I had faced or is facing in my life, I used to ask God… What did I do for all this???

As I grew from a kid to adult, I started seeing “PROBLEMS” in its real self…with time, I felt, what I faced before was not at all a problem, what I am facing now is the real stuff…and maybe the very next moment I had a different opinion…So as the intensity of problems grew, my outlook on my earlier problems got lighter and thus my ability to face them got stronger…

Many of my friends used to approach me to discuss their problems, just bcoz they felt that I had the ability to give a proper solution to any of their issues…they trusted me to be with them anytime they needed me…and I always proved them right…by always trying my best to help them in any way I can…when I started hearing their laments, I started thinking, “Oh God, compared to this my life was sooo better…I had loving parents, loving family, food and shelter…and just some dark experiences made me hate my life soo much???? I hated the least discrimination done to me and I never realised they were done just due to concern…” . Thus experiences I heard from my friend’s life was added on to the 'more pathetic' list of problems…

But today…today I realize, even they faced NOTHING in this world…they were much more blessed than millions of other people…today, I read a real life experience of a sweet lady…how as a child, she was abused by her own mother and step father…what I read brought tears into my eyes…my heart was overwhelming with frustration, helplessness, sorrow…Here I was questioning God for the many occasions of abuse, where I could atleast save myself…and there a girl was suffering alone...not even able to save herself…none to help her…none to speak to…nowhere to hide…I was devastated, reading just few pages of her life…I wished I could kill that man who couldn’t differentiate between a daughter and a sexual object…I felt like slapping that mother’s face who never could understand her daughter’s heart… I felt like hugging that small girl and tell her, “Dear, I am there for you…I will protect you from all evils…”…I wish…

Today, that girl is a grown up woman…she is trying hard to bring together all her courage and strength and fight against such evils of the world…Sitting at this end of the world, I really ed her to know...

“Dear, I might sound stupid…as part of the society I live, I know I can’t change things in one day…I hate being discriminated as a girl…I hate myself being bound by the rules of this world…I hate myself being tied up in so many Do’s and Don’ts… I hate all the regulations that this society I live has imposed on me, where I doesn’t have the freedom to just come to you and give you a hug and comfort you with all the love I have…but please trust me, I Promie you, Where ever I am, I would always keep my eyes open for the least amount of abuse…With all strength, I would fight the injustice …With all heart, I would help the affected soul…If not today, some day, I would take that extra step to go out into this society to help those who need the little help I can offer…and I hope, that some day, we see a world where not another soul suffer in silence…some day we meet so that I can give you that hug you deserve…”

3 comments:

Cj said...

Thanks I needed that hug :)

Jzt 4 me... said...

Cj, Glad to know that u appreciated my feelings...take care dear...

Simple Dreams said...

Hi

Hope your new year has begun with lots of good things to feel happy about. Loving parents, loving family and caring friends are the biggest blessings one could ask for. Thanks for sharing your thoughts. Wish you a Happy New Year and happy blogging of course.