I have been away for a long time now. This
meant only one thing. I have been keeping too much to myself the whole time. As
this blog was always a place where I could just open up and say anything I
wanted. How much ever; crazy I sounded, I knew, nobody would scold me or taunt
me or criticise me for being what I am… I had started this blog at a time when
I was at the lowest possible mode of my emotional strength and this place
helped me eject out some of the frustration. I might have never spoken about
what was frustrating me; but just talking anything helped many a times…
Always felt life is going real dull and
above that it was only planning to turn more stressful with every passing day. Not
that cherishing moments were not there; but the many unwanted realisations was
taking my spirit completely down. Started feeling so low that my trust in
relations almost went Nil. “Living for someone” is never the right decision.
Realising that in the hard way is painful.
But its fine…Better late than never. Many
choices that was made for others has gone wrong; be it family, friends or strangers. Hopes are high not to
repeat the past mistakes. One big thing that I am trying to implement into my
life is that “Try to keep others happy only if you are happy. And doing
otherwise is utter foolishness…” So, hereafter, I will try…try my best to...
“Be Happy…”
