Yesterday….Life’s
been always about responsibilities and 'to-do' list... Taking care of people around, she took it up to herself
as if she was made up for that. It hurt her when she saw somebody in stress.
She had sleepless nights over another’s personal issue. With experience, she
knew that it could only hurt her in the longer run. None she stood by would be
there for her, she knew it… Still, she preferred being there…when somebody
needed support, help or assistance…Mistakes and errors, she made thus in her
life…which left inerasable scars and incurable pain…There was none who can take
care of her, she believed thus…She was not alone; but walked around with a
bundle of problems…She could accommodate nothing and could trust none.
Today…For a
change, she is feeling secured. Him being around, make her feel that she is
somebody else’s responsibility and not the other way round. Walking with him, involves unwanted fears…but being with him is her last try to
smile and be happy. She chose to be happy; so unlike her…She so wanted to smile
and he was trying to revive the lost smile, she believed so…Her past haunts her and even him…Still, he is holding her hand and smiling…'She is Vulnerable’,
he says…and he is right and that was his 'fear in words'...
Tomorrow…She
has no idea, who has? No one…she’s decided to keep her tomorrows on hold
and live for today…
Its a journey that's starting today; and she wants to believe that 'Tomorrow never comes' and so she does…Nothing to explain and nothing to justify...All for herself...to be happy and just happy…
For Today…
